Do You Have Conspiracy Stress Disorder?
There are many symptoms:
I only go on a rant with my GF who glazes over after I get realy nuts.
But usualy its depresses me so much to talk about to other people I just cant bare to tell some people becuase I cant stand seeing that look in their eyes of apathy.
Sadness, Anger and Crying:
I am usually just really sad when I talk about what is going on, I am fairly calm for the most part when I explain what is going on. I get angry, but dont lose it too often.
Sometimes I just sit and cry over what is happening, I sometimes cannot believe what I am seeing, hearing and feeling.
Others experience insomnia:
TRUST ME!!! I feel for him, I'm the same damn way... sleepwise that is. I haven't slept more than 3 hours a night on weeknights in years, and once in a blue moon, on a weekend I'll get a good one in though. Doesn't suck as bad as one would think though, actually it's the norm for me now, so no biggie.
Left untreated, some CSD sufferers may even become suicidal:
I too, like you people, live this every day and it really can get you down. Occasionally I feel like quitting and wanting to be dead.
You know who these folks remind me of? This guy: